bittersweet life of mine

well those of you that know me know im a military wife and i just cant help but sometimes hate the life as one. but im wondering if its immaturity and being young that makes me hate it. i mean i know the hours suck cause they work so much and never really know when they come home well for the most part. deployments blow cause they miss so much and some just become jerks while gone. we always debate this when the topic of reinlisting comes up. i love the fact that we dont have to struggle we have a set paycheck and health benifits and we dont have to worry about not providing for our kids. but him being gone for so much and missing so much really does suck. i support him in everything its just another bittersweet thing in this life of mine ....