i dream of being crafty but...i'm not

i'm a stay at home mommy and wifey. so yes i've dabbled in several "hobbies" that can help keep me busy as well. i've also gone down the "at home business" road. lol havent we all? but sad to say its harder than i thought. bows, diaper cakes, baking, photography, graphic designer and attempted bag making lol. i have yet to find my niche but i continue to try. i do wish i could actually work like before but childcare is crazy expensive! id rather take care of my own kids for the slight payment of my sanity lol. so many ideas but none that are right for me. the search will continue....